I am, without a doubt, my own worst enemy. Dang!
I got an e-mail from my brother 2 days ago, about job vacancies offered by a medical company in Penang. The company have 9 vacancies and 5 of them are related to engineering. Ok, I may have to contact them to know more about these positions but it seems like an ex-Chemical Engineering student like me would be eligible for most of these positions.
(Or so I hope)
I got an e-mail from my brother 2 days ago, about job vacancies offered by a medical company in Penang. The company have 9 vacancies and 5 of them are related to engineering. Ok, I may have to contact them to know more about these positions but it seems like an ex-Chemical Engineering student like me would be eligible for most of these positions.
(Or so I hope)
However..
As I read the e-mail, as I looked at the job titles, as I contemplated the idea of submitting my resume, my mind is already shooting down the thoughts as they fleeted across my brain.
*sound of whispers*
no, you're not good enough for that job...
no, that job sounds complicated..
ermm, are you sure about that one?...
definitely not that one, you don't even KNOW what it's about...
ermm, are you sure about that one?...
definitely not that one, you don't even KNOW what it's about...
I can totally connect with Linkin Park's song, "Papercut"
"Papercut"
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
(credit: AZ Lyrics Universe)
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
(credit: AZ Lyrics Universe)
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