Head bowed down in humility..

I know when I'm not wanted here.

I know that no matter what I do, I'm always in the wrong.

I know nothing I do would ever be enough.

I know I'm imposing on their kindness and generosity.

I know I'm a hypocrite.

I know I need to find us a house, all for ourselves, Ahmad excluded if he chooses to stay here.

I know I'm getting to the point of not caring what they say anymore.

I know I NEED to do what's best for me and the boys.

I know all these but....

I know I need the courage to do it.