Hello? Is it me you're looking for?

Haha funny.

Is there anybody still reading this blog? I've been so focused on my translation project, I've neglected my blog. Sorry guys.

It seems like I have had quite a bad month, starting with my toothache, then going to the dentist, have it extracted and had to suffer through bad coughing plus swollen gum. It didn't stop there, I cough so hard, I have headache; maybe from the swollen gum too but I wasn't sure, and I pee my pants. Embarrassing but totally not my fault (is it? hahaha) because I've found out 2 years ago that the condition is called incontinence due to child-birth.

Then, during the Eid Adha, hubby's relative said something to me that really tore me up. Thus the 2 lame post I wrote previously. What that person said totally wrecked my mood and my self-esteem. I felt like a loser, a nobody, useless.

I know that I've been imposing on their kindness for too long now, 5 years to be exact. But I didn't want this! I didn't want to be the live-in-housekeeper. I want my own place! I've told them that over and over, I've argued with hubby about this since 4 years ago. But nobody listens to me.

I hate this.

But life goes on.

I still have my boys to cheer me up, my parents for love and support, I know hubby loves me in his own selfish way. These days, I can only focus on my translating project (okey, that's complete BS because I am procrastinating; FB, blog-hopping, TV watching etc :D) but you get the idea right?

So, till we meet again folks.
Signing out.